dear mama ruth

put him back

that is all

its been on my mind lately..

does everything happen for a reason?
whats our purpose?
are we meant to be somewhere at some point in time?
what if we are just "lost souls swimming in a fish bowl?"
.....just something to think about

mumm-ra

dunnnno why but i love that song

heres another one thats absolutely beautimous



this ones pretty nice as well....

inspired by coldpay-til kingdom come

build me up
dont break me down
my heart it speaks
but cant be found

the waves they crash
upon the shore
the clouds they pass
through my core

i'm running blind
throughout my days
my heart it sees
but the vision it fades
it fades, it fades, it fades

i'm lost for the words that need to be said
like vapor, the words float, within my head
its a matter of time
a matter of time
ohohhh just a matter of time
to fall out
to fall out
to fall out of line

shadows are lurking in every corner
where do i go from here
love cant be found unless first found within thineself
teach me how to love me
to pull me from this misery

shadows are lurking in every corner
no ones got this all figured out
what are we all doing here?
no ones got this all figured out
teach me how to love
and youll be teaching me how to dance

im struggling day in and day out
im craving things i should do without
corruption floats throughout the air
yet all i see are God's figures in the sky

the words arent coming out
my feelings arestickingtotheroofofmymouth
my love, my hatred, my pain,
is getting washed away with each breath, hello? is there anyone
living in this flesh?
i'm lost with each step i take
i yearn and search to find
myself
everythings at stake

i cant help but wonder why did he decide to tell me those things?
he cant be interested..thats strange




mientras...
"for how many nights
must you keep coming back
how much can you lose
til you miss what you lack"--the broken family band