Monday, September 14, 2009


The blank lines, they frighten me.
They glare.
They stare.
They intimidate me.
The mirror to my soul,
The story is left untold.

My God

The enerygy resides in a hidden place inside.
An eternal being, worth much grander than seeing.
There is so much to the unknown,
so much the naked eye can leave unshown.
A spirit rests in my skin,
an aurura I feel over and over again.
I know for certain it's never leaving,
It's much too powerful to not believe in.
My faith pours out and into my soul.
My strength, my weakness,
My power, it seeps into the unattainable force,
the one lit inside
like an ever-burning torch.
Brighten Brighter.
Twist in Tighter.
Believe in me
Save me
Enlighten me and all others who believe.


An escape to reality
bringing out a whole new side of me
a new me is straining to surface
clawing at my stomach and
beginning to emerge
a twinkle in the sky is
causing a blindness.
It's drawing me forward,
It's dragging and pulling,
calling and urging,
begging and persistently
clawing at my stomach and
beginning to emerge
a twinkle in the sky is
causing a blindness
help me
save me
let me be born from me
awaken my soul
i have no control
pull me from this misery
let me discover a new me
you're my escape to reality
you've brought out a new side of me
a new me has finally been realized
i'm finally going to live my life

green eyes

Your green eyes realize
all of the fear i've got inside
The ones licking at my bones
like the flames in the stones
You tell me the words that
spark from your heart-
the ones that seep from your soul
and steeply overflows.
Constantly calling.
Constantly falling.
The words aren't enough
the mixed emotions are piling up
I feel like i'm getting lost
your mind your body has got me tossed
treading frantically out at sea
Breathe life into me
sink to the depths while holding my hand
kiss me like you mean it and
we'll never touch the sand.


Both striking in the distance
Holding me captive.
Surrounding my being
I can't help but feeling
The flashing lights
the screeching in the night.
But then I see what should be make believe.
Holding me captive.
Leaving me breathless.
Surrounding my being
I can't help but feeling
We're under this sea of blackness in the sky.
The purple lights that guide us by.
We're headed down this path
lead by a tornado aftermath
Ripped from the seams are
the trees where we lean and
express our thoughts for each other.
Staring into one anothers
reflections of the purple sky.
As the sky lets out its own forceful cry.

james lipton

If I were on “Inside the Actors Studio” these would be my responses to James Lipton’s 10-questions:

1. What is your favorite word?
i love the word face. it shows power and innocence at the same time, clarity and complication

2. What is your least favorite word?
anything with the long a i do like cash...

3. What turns you on?

4. What turns you off?

5. What sound do you love?
the beatles

6. What sound do you hate?
the sound of someone chewing

7. What is your favorite curse word?

8. What profession other than yours would you like to attempt?
fashion..acting..writing..the works

9. What profession would you not like to do?
professional trainer/eater

10. If heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the pearly gates?
he's here.

Monday, July 27, 2009

the ocean breathes

life has its many mysteries.whether we take the action to go and find the solutions or we sit back and let the solutions find us is up to ones own.with everything that passes throughout the day, the past always seems to sneak up on you.i realize you cant run from your feelings because it just makes everything harder for you later on..i thought i was made stronger by the events that i have experienced...but being strong is like treading water...youre just trying to keep moving..and keep your head up and away from the things that are threatening you, the things that are trying to bring you down..

Thursday, July 23, 2009


Who is to say what forever is?
Forever is in just the first glance,
Forever is the wedding ring around their finger,
Forever rests in the pages of the bible,
Forever is the horizon,
Forever is in the eye of the beholder.
Nothing lasts forever. The world doesn't even last forever. A kiss doesn't last forever. A glance doesn't last forever.
Why is everyone so hyped up on, "oh, I will love you, always and forever!"??
But when death or someone comes in the way of your forever..
all you are left with are the memories of all the chances you had to make something of what you had...all the opportunities that were once available to you is now just dust in the wind
What options do you have now for your future "forever?"
Mope around? Drink away your life? No.
Grab life by the horns, right?
Find your next forever.