Friday, October 29, 2010

then save it for me baby just made my day.
i love music
i wish i could just travel the world and go to shows for the rest of my life.
that would be nothing short of lovely.
hey, maybe i'd date a band member and then they'd get famous.
you never know.
anything's possible ;)

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Death Cab For Cutie

"Tiny Vessels"

This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that i was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite i gave you left a mark

Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did i that day

All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now. 
No, we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me [x2] 

stop--the event of something ending

youre no good,
so someone make it stop.
somehow i can't get away,
something wont let me.
dont worry about saying goodbye...
its just over

"If you want to destroy my sweater...Woah-ah-woah-ah-woah.
Hold this thread as I walk away... As I walk away.
Watch me unravel, I'll soon be naked.
Lying on the floor, lying on the floor
I've come undone."

Tuesday, October 26, 2010


can you add a little somewhere to me

these words are haunting me..but where did they come from? depression has settled in and i thought it had gone away, thought it would stay away. my heart is bursting through its cage, rapidly and constantly wanting to break free from this place. what good will medication do, what good will getting out and seeing the world do when the world is gray, gloomy, and everyone is drugged. sleep is the only consistent thing in my life, the only thing i look forward to each day. my cars fucked up, my relationships around me, well i'm either grasping too tightly or don't even care, i'm struggling through my classes, and i don't know what to do. the friends from the past feel the same way. This can't be a phase. This is evil that haunts all the unlucky ones who crosses paths of destruction and turmoil. This is the aftermath of being overwhelmed. This is what shit feels like. Please...add a little somewhere to me. anywhere. i need a home in your arms.