I'm not one who would consider myself lucky. Until recently. Somehow I feel like fate is finally intervening. I believe that I am kind and maybe my hatred that I feel inside is jealousy for all of these people around me having things handed to them. But I have always heard the greater reward is by earning things yourself. Here is what has been happening lately:
1- Got a message from a girl asking if I could cater in her place (a job that I've been wanting for a whole year)
2- Made over 250 in just 4 nights of working at said catering company
3- Finding $10 while walking my boyfriends dog
4- Every scratch off I win something (nothing more than $5 but still)
5- I GOT AN INTERNSHIP WITH SARAH FINN CASTING COMPANY for the summer.
6- The internship is literally 3 miles from ashleys apartment
7- I received a $1000 stipend? scholarship? from AMPAS.
8- Ashleys uncle basically got us a gym membership for a steal
9- Rachelle gave me a bag of her really nice clothes fooorrr free
I'm sure a lot more has been happening around me lately and I would hate to jynx anything but wow. this is happiness. The little things you get when you are so used to being told good things and having them taken away. But not this time. I feel like this karma or whatever you may call it is here to stay. Please stay?